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Moments of reflection — what better way to start a week. A sociopath can impress you by their brashness and their amazing ability to lie on a dime and prevaricate at will. I know most of us don’t like to use lables like sociopath, narcissist or evil but there are times when we certainly need…
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Have you ever had those days where you just wanted to fall down? Absoluetely collapse? I certainly have. Many days. Guess what I did? I’d run until I had to collapse. But, collapse I had to do. I just don’t always have the strength life takes. I didn’t always have the answers for the pain…
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Moments of reflection — what better way to start a week. What is it like living with a sociopath? Horrible! After I married, I had a dream about my father. It turned out to be a prophetic dream. In the dream, a man crawled into my father’s downstair window. I don’t know what happened in…
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Moments of reflection — what better way to start a week. My father was certainly a psychopath. I believe I gave my hand in marriage at the tender age of 18 to a true sociopath. My father was certainly better at the game then my exhusband. The list above says it all. My father had…
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On the discussion of fear, sometimes I am hard pressed to determine which emotion I am really feeling. Sometimes my fear swirled with other things like grief and anger. When I began to grieve for the many losses I’d racked up in my life, some of my fear began to dissipate. I was learning that…
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Moments of reflection — what better way to start a week. Yesterday was Mother’s Day. My mother never choose me. And that’s okay. I know a God that not only choose me while I was in my mother’s womb, his love surpasses the love of a mother. Can a mother forget the baby at her…
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Moments of reflection — what better way to start a week. I have been dealing with chronic physical pain for about three years now. To fix the pain, I had a full hip replacement. I thought the surgery was going to provide immediate relief. The problem – I live with severe PTSD. A childhood wrought…
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On the discussion of fear, do you have a fear of churches, clergymen and religious establishments? I do! And, I’ll tell you why. There was this prophet in the Old Testament they called the “weeping prophet.” His name was Jeremiah. He denounced social injustices of his time and said profound things like, “This is what the…
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On the discussion of fear, have you ever got into the downward spiral that just keeps you spinning? You know — that feeling of just being scared….scared of everything? I am having a full hip replacement in a few days and my mind swirls with thoughts of fear. Will I make it through. How much…
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On the discussion of fear, if we hold ourselves accountable for how we live and if we believe that God holds us accountable, don’t we also then believe the guilty are held accountable? Time and time again I see the innocent walk on without justice. I hear story after story of how the abuser walks…