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Moments of reflection — what better way to start a week. In the corner of our minds are the recesses of memory. We can choose to look in that mirror or we can choose not to look into that mirror. I have lived both ways. My past had some of the ugliest recalls I’ve heard…
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On the discussion of fear, does it leave fear in your being when people get away with a crime? My father killed a woman in front of me when I was three. The very act of cruelty lead me into a life of sheer and sudden terror. I was scared of everything. As I child,…
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On the discussion of fear, do you fear your inability to make the right decisions? If I didn’t know that God had my back at all times, I wouldn’t be who I am. Inspite of my inability to recognize harm, to fight off bullies, to stand up for myself, God intervened in my life. He…
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On the discussion of fear, ask yourself why you wouldn’t fear someone who didn’t protect you when it was there job to protect you. In my podcast The Pedophile Huntress https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/jodie-tedder, I often hear from those that had their father as the abuser that they often struggle with the mother relationship, too. Why wouldn’t they?…
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Angels eat. Did you ever think about that? When God destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah two angels arrived at Sodom in the evening to accompany Lot. Here’s the story. 20 Then the Lord said, “The outcry against Sodom and Gomorrah is so great and their sin so grievous 21 that I will go down and see if what they have done is as bad…
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In a home of incest I always felt like I was acting. I was given a role in the cast but I was never given a script. It’s a terrible way to live unless your reality is miserable and cannot be talked about. Performers of the grandest kind often come from homes of neglect and…
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The true Christmas story of a baby in a manager is the story of good overcoming evil. In God’s vulnerable state of being born human as a baby, he still kicked Satan’s ass. I love this story. My story is a difficult one, I know. I’ve heard from many that they cannot even read it.…
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Introspection — what better way to start a week. Question: Don’t we all want to be a good son or daugther? What happens when that means I need to be disobedient to my parents’ rules to survive? What if my speaking up goes against everything they taught me? What if my needs now must surface…
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What better way to start a week, but with introsepection. Healing takes a mindset of growth. As a seed becomes a plant, there is visible change. The same was true in my life. The more I healed, the more everything started to look just a little bit different. Many of my relationships in life took…
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Exposing secrets can tear families apart. But hear me out, it can also bring them closer together. I’ve lost a lot of family members – pretty much all of them aside from my sister and mother. It’s been a long and lonely and painful road but there are so many upsides. It’s freed me up…